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Note from JoAnn: I have searched through my archives for stories that I have not posted. Some of these, such as this one, were sent last year or the year before. With Sex Addiction, unfortunately, the stories are timeless and we can all gain from the experiences of each other no matter when the story was written. I do hope that L.

I am so pleased to have found your site! There now is some place I can turn to. It has been a very lonely journey. Thank you for having the courage to create a site for women like me. I had to undergo a lot of surgery and treatment alone.

We were divorced shortly after the final surgery. He made me laugh and I was so happy with him. He took away all the pain of the divorce and betrayal.

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Something was just not right. He was always very talkative and hyper on fun and superficial levels. He was uncomfortable with emotional issues. And he found it difficult to tell me that he thought I was attractive. I dress sexy, I am slim, fit, had beautiful reconstructive surgery from the cancer, so I knew I looked good… other men found me attractive still… but this man could not say it. But he was giving, attentive and wanted to spend time with me.

He was not very sexual, but I thought that was probably just the way he is. Sex was mechanical with him and he had trouble finishing. I asked him what this was about and he laughed and said it must have been his roommate. And he told me he had used his computer the night before and that his roommate must like large women because his girlfriend was a really big girl.

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And I believed him. Eric had always been physically fit and extraordinarily handsome.

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He turned he wherever we went, yet seemed oblivious to female attention. He had been divorced twice and his ex-wives were small women. Two years later, Eric moved in with me. Our sex life dwindled to nearly nothing. He blamed it on his antidepressants.

And he blamed it on his having a lot of jock itch and skin problems making him too uncomfortable.

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Eric said he was an insomniac so he would often be up into the wee hours while I was asleep. I never once mistrusted him or suspected him of doing anything wrong. One day he told me that he had ed Classmates because he had hooked up with some old band mates he was a musician.

I thought this was a great idea and one day I thought I would check out his Classmates profile and the band. I saw where a woman posted a lot of things on his profile. So I hacked into his Classmates and there had been ongoing with this woman for about 3 weeks. I always thought so. Their marriage was annulled after 2 weeks when she left him for another man. I went ballistic on Eric. It hurt that he could do something like this in secret with another woman. I was devastated. But my gut told me there was more. So I started digging. I googled his username and found his username on several porn sites.

So one day I set his internet history to record and that night he had looked at over s of porn of morbidly obese women. He got very angry when confronted and told me that he KNEW I set his history so he only went to those sites to teach me a lesson for snooping! Not buying this story, I started digging through his CD and DVD collection and found a disk with over 1, images of morbidly obese women porn.

I was sickened with what I saw. It was frightening… and sad that he would objectify and defile these poor women who probably had horrific self-esteem issues. There women were not just overweight. Of course not! His primary relationship was not me! It was with porn!

I found many discs in his collection of this same kind of porn and with dates on them going back over 14 years. So this is nothing new for him.

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That was months ago that I discovered it all. Yet he has not relapsed, nor looked at porn since to my knowledge. I installed a keylogger … but he is not interested in me. And I am in a sexless relationship. I feel like I live with a roommate. Can anyone begin to understand how much this hurts me? I was seeing a therapist, but he had little experience with this issue and there is no sex addiction support groups or therapists in my area.

Well, he sure is not interested in ME! I know I am attractive. I have countless men hitting on me and showing interest…. As much as I really love this man, I feel it is not in my best interests to stay with him anymore. But I cannot afford my home without his help and my ducks are not in a row. So I continue this crazy life of pretending. I hate it. I need to get out of this horrible nightmare.

Everywhere I go, I trigger when I see a very large woman. This is so difficult. I am so very lonely. Hi L- Although you posted last year, I would like to comment with the hopes you may see it and update us on your situation.

Boy can I relate to your situation! You are the first woman I have seen on this site that is dealing with the same addiction as my h. I met him 3 yrs. Sex and intimacy were normal-until he was confident that he had me, and then both went away. There were others, of course, but she seemed to be the one he was most attracted to.

After dating a few months, he finally came clean and agreed to seek help. I later found out that his second wife caught him at it and kept it to herself forever a year. She began having an affair, and it all came out in marriage counseling. Long story short, everything was looking good. He appeared to be in recovery. We became engaged, and I had him take a lie detector test with very specific questions about his addiction. He beat the test and later admitted he had lied on it. We got married in April of But to my dismay, his behavior continued.

I found out he was surfing dating sites and still active in porn while we were engaged. He objectified the organist at our wedding. The sex and intimacy were almost nil, and he had anger management problems-often projecting and directing it at me. Also,a lot of passive-aggressive behavior.

I just left him in April of this year for the final time. The final blow was my husband admitting to an incident of fantasizing and mb only 1 time, of course to his porn queen last Xmas. I also caught him objectifying his own dtr. We had two separations. He continued to lie and deceive, and I would frequently witness him engaging in objectification. They were usually large women with huge boobs. I listened to continual promises that he would never hurt me again, the lieing would stop, and yes, he was going to beat his addiction.

I wasted 3 yrs. I hope, for your sake, you were able to get out of your relationship. These addictions usually stem from childhood trauma, and it is so engrained in them that it is nearly impossible to change. If you read this, please update us.

Our hearts go out to you. I thought I was the only one.

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